NOTE TO SELF.

I suppose you already know very well what await to those who expect. Uh-uh. You got it right. More likely nothing but the excruciating displeasure and distress. Jam, I don't want to, I hate to see you to end up with disappointment, AGAIN. So as early as of now, please, with all of the effort that you could exert, never allow yourself to be bruised and battered all just because  *insert noun here*

The only thing that I allow you is to muse and daydream about it. Yes, I permit you with all of the guaranteed butterflies and fireworks those activity comes with. From there, I draw the line. Darling, I do this because I care for you. And if you care for yourself too, I'm down on my knees, begging you please, to never take things such as this seriously ever again.