If there's something I'am totally certain about,

it is that well, as obvious as it is, I may act like a stupid, headless chicken, but no, I beg you to assess your point of view again, 'Cuz I'am not. Or atleast, not as stupid as how you patronize and degrade me.

Clearly, I do a lot of crazy stuffs more often than anyone who have a decent respect for one's reputation do. I may yell and sing my heart out all the time, dance out of the rhythm, to go and mess up with anything but oh dear! How could you ever dictate to anyone the receipt for their own happiness? How could you ever stop a person from doing a thing if her own pleasure is at stake?

Believe me, the times that I've tried to behave and to be normal was already countless. I've tried so hard, I've put as much effort as I could to accomplish that mission but tragically, I always end up cracking in laughter. For how could I not? If for every second there's a person who'd come up to you and say, "Bigla ka atang tumahimik? Anong nangyari sayo Jam? Hindi ako sanay na ganyan ka.", "Uyyyy, ano nga? Bakit nga? Anong nangyari sayo?" And take it from me, it is like the whole world has suddenly sympathize with you after they've discovered you have a fatal brain cancer. And it is all just so funny thus making my objectives of being a Maria Clara-like fruitless.

Since I was a kid, I've already been known as someone who can't stay long seating and doing nothing all day. My parents even reckon that I might be an athlete someday for my endless energy for running and climbing up. I love laughing and being happy and putting as much color to my world. And up to the present, things seem to haven't change a bit.  I still am what I was before and I guess, will forever be. In this way, I've learned to live without the complex reality fogging up my multihued vision.

I know that the day would come that my life, all what I've done and didn't, would flash before me. Presently, all that I regret is those things that I held back myself from doing. And not to mention, I also regret those times that I'm having regrets.

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.”

For those people I've been with with my run, you all know how I deeply cherish you. And for those who'd like to be part of it, and who'd accept me for the way I am, I welcome you with my open arms :)
  
"Laugh as much as you breathe and love"