the time when we all STOPPED, LOOKED and LISTENED.

The recollection we, the BSN1-1 and BSN1-2 went to has breath a new life to our beliefs and faith. And I just cant help but to admire our school for giving their best in finding ways for the mending of the spirits of the youth. For in the damaged society we are all in these days, it is clearly what we needed the most.

We are all provided the chance to unwind, to discharge all of our loads to the Lord and to strengthen our relationship with Him. The activity may had just lasted for 2 days and a night but for me, I went home all as if I had just took a grand holiday. I feel refreshed in all aspects and even now that I'm home, I can still sense the way God fondles my entire being through the serene breeze from the venue yesterday.

Where we held the said activity defines the real and precise meaning of tranquility.

Enchanting  wonders of nature come in different form and colors; the trees, the flowers... They are all relatively captivating and beautiful, conveying the truth the the Creator is fascinating as well.

I deeply blame myself for not taking more pictures of the surroundings. I perhaps got so busy absorbing His amazing creations. For really, it is all beyond description.


Not only we have gained more wealth emotionally, we also have been blessed to get to know each other more. And now, as I look over everyone relationship in our block today, I can say that it is very distinct from the way things have been in the beginning.

with some of the girls. sad but i don't think we have any 'batch' picture :(

Evidently, all of our awkwardness and doubt has completely melted away. And there are some friends as if you've already knew for a longer period of time.










Everything has been a blast! Even thou we have to run under the freezing rain to another cottage, even thou we stayed up really late watching a film and was obliged to wake up really early the next morning, even thou we have to endure the ice-cold water of the shower and eat less than we are used to, we all faced it with glee and we cant be more wild while we were waiting -under the chilly rain- for the bus to take us home to be emptied by the 1-3. How I wish someone had captured that moments! We all gone mad! Definitely one of the best point in time. <3

I'm starting to love College. Oh wait, I think I've already been in love with it ever since I walked to it. :)

could some please hand me the manual of 'HOW TO MOVE ON'?

Days are definitely NOT going easier as times goes by. In fact, it gets more confusing and the emotional torture it comes with is becoming harder to bear. I constantly swing kind of like a pendulum back and forth between different nasty emotions and between the passages of past and present.

Nowhere else could be more excruciating than being stuck halfway. It's like it got both of your feet and hands tightly tied, blinded by bewilderment and you just found yourself threw out into the unknown to grope in the darkness, thus making moving on quite impossible.

look who's choking with nostalgia right now?

So many hands in one pack of chips
So many people on one bench
So much laughter on one stupid joke
So many plans for just one date
So many hugs for one little worry
So much love for just one person
So many tears for one little fight
So many mouth for a single bottled water
That's what we call FRIENDSHIP. ♥
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avalanche of memories...

those times when we work the stress out together, AND happily.

amazing how can everything seem to be so light and unbearable with BABES.

Sharing our similarities, celebrating our differences.

that no matter how much we've already aged, we could drop everything in an instant and be a child again.

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.”

my bestfriend ranked as the 10th honor and I as the 9th. maybe we're just that inseparable. (1st quarter reading of Honors, i think.)

by just being together, we couldn't feel any more complete.

when life's become shitty, all we need to undo everything back is to laugh and laugh and laugh.

or perhaps it is just in our nature. that no matter what the situation is, it is impossible for anyone not to crack in laughters.

we dream and have our fantasies together.

sila daw yung mean girls, kami yung mga loser.

when my bestfriend and I tried to make our couple shirt. we had such high hopes but unfortunately... hahaha.

picture-taking comes first before anything. haha

RAWR!

we don't mind how much bruises and scars we'll get as long as we continue to do what we love. SKATEBOARDING! <3

moments are 583905348533 times much more sweeter with them!

notice how we took an advantage to Klydeen's chicken! haha. "Di ka Babes pag di ka matakaw kumain"

jEj3m0nSxz in the house! =))

#LOVE

sila daw yung mean girls, kami yung mga loser. PART 2

they made me believe that tumbling would not kill you! they are the reason why I am such a risk-taker and danger-lover right now. hahaha

Baskin and Robins!

alejandro! =))

we'll never be afraid of anything, as long as we're together.

i really miss having wrestling with them! haha

we get so much hyped up by hearing "o, picture!" we'll automatically fight for the front position! hahah

just try to imagine once we've already reached the bottom.. o_O <3

lolli-lolli-lollipop! <3

i just love them! :)

aspiring models! =))

BABES levels up to seductive mode with Meco :))

And now, even we're all on our seperate and own ways, I know that our memories will keep us all attached eternally! :)

In fairness, nakakaloka mag lagay ng caption! wala na kong makalkal sa utak kong mala cotton candy kaya wala na yung iba! hahaha. wanna put more pics pero yung blogspot na mismo yung umaayaw e. hahahah.

You're always there, you're everywhere
but right now I WISH YOU WERE HERE.

“i just cant wait till i leave this place,
and get out of the track of this senseless maze.
same shit playing in an infinite repeat,
so sick of everything, i just want to retreat”
this was perhaps what i have said the most
when all things was just unproportioned and lost
funny how i kept on wishing for time to double its pace
when i can finally have a hand-to-hand with the ending of this race
so desperate for all the things to end, i can recall
but now thinking that we’re almost there makes me wanna roll
i never thought that the burning off of the days
would be something i’d be terrified to face
yes, i may have been waiting for this to come all along
but now, why i just cant make myself to sing a goodbye song?

memories start to flash before me as tears started to form
i once again got myself to the day when our friendship was born
when these guys painted my life with meaning
and together, we had all the learning and growing

it is just too painful to bear the fact that
we’ll be soon divided and have someone else as we solve math
as days draw nearer to its end
and as we start to receive back those thing we lend,
things suddenly had this drastic upturn
a tearful heart, begging for a return.

  I made that one several days before our High School graduation and now that I just had the chance to read it again, I cant help but to give myself a "Wow! Were you really the one who composed that?" Way back in High School, my friends, even my teachers! would often tell me how my writings fascinates them. I could still remember how shocked I am every time they'll ask for my help saying "Expert ka naman dito e, Master!" even up to now. I never really believed any of those. For why should I? I never viewed myself the way they do.

But now, as I read back to my old poems and journal, I cant deny it anymore that at some point, I feel they are right. lol

So anyway, going back to the real reason why I posted that poem in here is that, I really just miss everything! Sandbox, being at High School, being young and care-free with my friends. I still have these frequent flashbacks of our memories and would always feel a great urge of dissolving in tears out of yearning. This one may get boring as I say and say and say it more, but I really do miss them and it pains me so much.

Babes, thou incomplete, while having our field! Abaya's! I miss wearing them so much! :(

Wi-Suc, again, incomplete. While waiting for the bus to arrive to transport us to IPSA. I miss cheering for AJISD-IPSA basketball 'friendly' games.

 I just cant believe this! I know we have billions and trillions of picture while we were still on High School but man! Where are those!?! Cant find any of our batch pictures or am I just being lazy to find one? hahaha.

I really had fun a while ago! Today, we were not required to bring any school necessities nor any requirements but just ourselves and our determination to bring home that trophy in our first 'Linggo ng Wika' experience in DLS-HSI. we are asked to perform a Mindanao dance and huge thanks to *i forgot his name* for helping us to have a really nice dance choreograph and everything.

Earlier in the morning, I've experienced for the first time to "sumabit" in a jeep. Not necessarily the "sabit" but you know what I mean. Our usual way to school was under construction and gosh! I hope they've realized how much stress they've brought to those who had to run late to those things they have to attend to. A jeepney came down and without any more hesistation, just resorted seating in the aisle.

I arrived in school in a total distress! Yet, i was immediately cheered up when my friends greeted me and when my crush seated right next to me! I know, he may have just run out of somewhere else to seat in, BUT STILL!

There's no day when my phone would not be abused my our pictures of Lianne. As we take picture after another, we'll examine it closely and rant indignantly that what they are saying is not true! That I, and Lianne, aren't twins and don't even look the same! or do we?

There's this guy who's in contrast by all of those, thou. And he may not be aware by it but I got my ego bruised and if that's his mission then I have to congratulate him for a job well done. "Di naman talaga kayo magkamukha e. Mas maganda kasi siya." And yes, in a matter-of-fact tone. Sometimes, guys don't just have any idea how a single thing could make a girl feel insecure.

Oh!  I might just have to move on with that. Besides, what this two cool and funny guys have said rings more clear and louder in my head. "Hindi naman a, sakto lang." Dont know how they exactly put it but i was really flattered for it sounds like... oh, nevermind. *end the illusions from here*

Still want to talk about more, but even I, personally, think that the more text I put in here, the more boring and uninteresting it would seem to be. Want to post more pictures but I cant find any! :( Maybe next time, I have to take more creative shots and not just merely our vain poses. hahahha.
 

tae Maguindanao massacre ? :)) post na yan sa HSI planking :)) - Job Bato Bato

This is just so hilarious and we're planning to have more of this stuffs next time! Cant waiiiiiit! <3 hahahha.

Our practice was followed by our Hepa B injection (it was a requirement) and geez, what have happened was just too long! Maybe aside from talking more creative shots next time, I might have just a SUMMARY of everything and not in details, too. hahaha.

Oh well, I'm just a beginner and I hope sooner or later, I'll be able to run a blog as amazing and interesting as to those blogs that I admire. <3